I never thought I could be so selfless.
Today I made a lot of decisions, and for the first true time in my life, I sacrificed.
A real sacrifice.
When I told myself, just two years ago, that I not only wanted, but needed to change, I never thought the change would be this significant.
I set out on a journey to become humble when I didn't even know what humble meant, but through my ignorance I found a humble center within myself.
If you love a person, you should be content with seeing them happy...Even if it's not with you.
Honestly, a few years ago I was too selfish. I thought "how in the h-e-double hockey sticks can I be happy seeing someone that I want to be with with someone else?!?! None of that made sense to me. Especially since we often connect loving someone with actually being with them. But loving someone, it means so much more.
Now I can finally say that I truly know what it means.
I truly know how it feels.
--all I want is to see you happy, even if seeing you happy isn't with me.
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